6-12-2011

My baby is sick :-(

I feel so sad...

I'm so worry...

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05-12-2011

It's been a week. Yeah...
In total, 2 weeks already =)
Another 22 weeks, then my intern is over.
Yeah '.'V



-Leonard-

26-11-2011

This is the only place I can visit and post something during my time in office.
All other web side are blocked and cannot access....
Today is Saturday... So many cars keep flooding the front desk...
For this morning we already proceed 57 cars.
Inspection done under my hand about 20+ LOL
Today we got a Japanese customer Ueda-san. LOL from his English I can straight away know he's a Japanese even before I know his name. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Saturday is a hell day but I survive 1 level of Plant vs Zombie survival stage - pool side. LOL ==
The bad thing would be always get scold by unreasonable customer for no reason. Kan sudah cakap unreasonable, sure no reason lah HAHAHA....




-Leonard-

25-11-2011

Working time... Facebook blocked LOL !!!
Still can access blogspot anyway using IE.
Funny thing, why is it blogspot blocked when browse using FireFox but can access using IE?
Anyway, life is like roller coaster.
You bored to hell when free time, and busy to hell too when people keep flooding your table and keep calling in. WTF?!
Just a short brag HAHAHAHA




-Leonard-

20-11-2011

It’s been so long time since I last wrote this blog…

Today is 20 11 2011. Tomorrow I’m going to start my internship.

I got my internship at Millennium Auto Carriage which is Honda service centre.

Applied for Service Advisor and get approved on the spot. LOL.

Got 2 Honda uniform from them. So starting tomorrow, I’m officially an SA!

I can only have 1 day leave in a month. Pity…

That’s all for now. I’ll be busy all the way until I graduate ><

 

 

-Leonard-

16-11-2011

Life goes on...

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04-11-2011

OK… This is a challenge.

I chose you because I love you. So I have to love you because I chose you. I’ll bear with you. You bastard green hornet. You are lucky because I’m not kind of people simply change things when they don’t like it.

Coil, plug, CMP, CKP. Replaced. It’s ok. You run fine, oh no, is ran.

Now, your stupid immobiliser kicked in and cut off my fuel supply. Fine. Bypassed.

Fuel Pump relay not grounding. Fine. Bypassed.

Now your freaking fuel pump has only 10v supply… OK…

Maybe tomorrow… It’s too dark outside now…

Don’t disappoint me again… Please… =="

 

 

-Leonard-

29-10-2011

If only you are still here, I would want to tell you, I have found my harbour.
Thank you my friend.

Everything is so unreal and like a dream today. So random and wasn’t as expected. But, I really hope I can tell you all this by myself. Friend, I’m happy.

If it wasn’t you, I couldn’t be like today. If it wasn’t you, everything will be totally different. I’m glade that I had you as my friend.

You will still be my best friend, forever.

 

 

-Leonard-

26-10-2011

Happy deepavali.

And 干你吗的祖宗十八代 to my beloved workshop.

I’ll make sure you suffer for what you did.

Thank you very much…

2011-10-20

It's like my life has reach to another fluctuating point. Everything going downhill... Aiks...

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2011-10-17

A day has passed.
Nothing much happened.
Nothing much talked.
You were busy. Even I were too.
Those sayings is true. I know.
CAN bus. Not for easy people.
535 pages, 20+ terminology, on 1st day. It's all about logic.
Life still goes on. Cheers.



-Leonard-

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2011-10-16

Miss you so badly. I don't know why but it's only few hours we have not seen each other. I don't dare to turn around to say good bye again because I might become reluctant to leave...

I'm the lucky one having you by my side. Luckily I found you before some other random guy. I love the atmosphere. By just holding hands doing nothing and not even talking I can still feeling happy.

You are too far special. It's impossible to be replaced. No way.

Love grow bigger everyday ♥



-Leonard-

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Whatever…?

It doesn’t mean I don’t care when I say whatever, it’s just that, I can’t do anything even I care. Better just leave it and don’t think about it, isn’t it.

I’m the one who will be in suffer if I care while other don’t. Right?

Sometimes, it’s difficult to be a human. You care too much, you are annoying. You don’t care, you are cold hearted. BOMB! You are dead. Left or right, you decide. Both way, you are going to die. LOL

Done my exam for second last subject. 1 more month to go, trade test, Internship. This is how life goes on. SKM, C&G, diploma. God damn why I registered all of them and put myself into trouble…

Going to have expired Japan rice cracker for dinner. LOL

 

 

-Leonard-

爱与被爱

在爱与被爱之间
我最终还是选择了去爱
虽然容易受到伤害
也许未必得到回报
但就是有那么一个让我不能不爱的女孩
让我想守护着她爱护着她
想让她幸福快乐
我没办法给你翅膀但我想成为你的翅膀
我没能力给你很多幸福但我会努力成为你的幸福
你不是公主但我也不是王子
只有我努力成为王子那你就能是公主了…
努力去爱才能得到更多的爱…
爱情就是那么不理智的游戏
爱上了就是爱上了
没为什么…



-Leonard-

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2011-11-07

Simply cannot understand…

Something exist in world without any reason… They just appeared. Funny isn’t it…??? Those you want, you cannot get it. Those you don’t want, they all come to you….

Digging some holes and buried myself in it… Something, sometimes, just can’t get through and can’t get any answer for the question….

Rules and made to be broken…??? Sometimes, yes… Or, no???

You stay there forever without breaking through the barrier and go to the another side of it… Life… Is something miserable…

FML = fuck my life? If only life is some pretty hot chick? Rather than fuck my life, I would rather fuck my wife. LOL.

Oh yeah all crap… Do anybody read what I wrote actually? Most probably no. HAHA XD Better so I can write anything… WOOHOO…

-Leonard-

2011-10-05 0118

Getting strange this few days.
Feel like want to escape from my current life. I always think I deserve better. But in fact, not always.
I should be happy by the moment but things happened, screwed my life. Life is all about compromise huh?
All and all, you are still with me. You chose to stay. Don't ask me if I have a better choice. It's not because of who you are, but because of who I'm when I'm with you. Nobody can make me talk like you do. Not much had saw the real inside of me like you do. But, I'm just a normal guy. Yet, you chose me.
Road is not always straight and smooth. Sometimes we go through corner, junction, bumpy and rough road. But if we hold each other hand, we can reach to the destination.
Time to sleep. Good night.


-Leonard-

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25-09-2011

All the shit happen within 24 hours.

Let me die better. Life is so meaningless.

Don’t sure for how many years, “suicide” has gone from my mind.

And now, it returns back to me.

 

 

-Leonard-

情路之歌 III

王力宏 – Can You Feel My World
F.I.R - 我们的爱

光亮 - 童话
S.H.E - 记得要忘记

S.H.E - 魔力
郑源 - 为什么相爱的人不能在一起

苏打绿 - 小情歌
S.H.E - 爱我的资格

满江红 - 蓝天
李圣杰 - 最近


张学友 - 爱是永恒




-Leonard-

2011-09-14

A runs toward B in a North direction.

A wants to get near to B, and walk together with B, no matter where B goes.

B gets mad and scolded “ Why the hell are you running toward North. I’m heading to South. ”

B never know, A is just trying to get close to B.
A never know, B just want A to face the same direction as B.

A believes that, even if B is behind, they will still meet after he goes a round of the globe.
B believes that, if A goes the other direction, they will never meet each other again, even the earth is round.

 

 

-Leonard-

2011-09-11

我的要求并不高…
为什么总是得不到…
也许是上天对我的惩罚…
早就该有领悟…



-Leonard-

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04-09-2011

Days suck…

All the way down to the end of the universe…

SO BORED !!!

-Leonard-

19-08-2011

Today end of examination. Yes, everything is over. But, no, not yet.

Pretty simple and easy task, done within minutes, and move my ass away from the college compound. Practical examination always make me feel proud, in the bad way. That make me feel like I’m the best among all, while I’m not.

After the long long waiting, waiting, and waiting, it’s finally time to go out. Dinner time. Tony, Yung Wei, Yuen San, and me. Oh who’s that. A new friend. Julie? Yupe I assume, since I heard them call her that way.

It’s funny that she’s happy over something I made out of flyers and papers. I never expect such excited response. I feel glad that she loves it. =D
All the effort of thinking, measuring, sketching, cutting and joining, worth it! =)
I’m so happy that she love it. =D (Dancing with joy) HAHAHA

Now it’s 11:51pm MST while I’m writing this sentence. Everybody is celebrating their end of examination. While I dig myself a hole and jump into it. It’s not over, yet. Before I get the answer I want.

Tomorrow, I’m going to do nothing for 300 minutes in my life. Sitting in that Boeing 737, cruising with the speed of 800km/h+, leaving here. A place where my love is. Going home is a coincidence, a planned coincidence, with motive. Yet, with unknown consequences.

Might not know what’s is waiting me at the end of the road. But I will fight for what I want, for who I am. It’s 11:55pm now, start to rain already… Just like my feeling… Dark, cold, unclear vision, wet and hopeless…

But, there’s always rainbow after the rain, right? NO! If only there’s a SUN. Ok, surrender. No sun at the night time. No rainbow. Lighting and storm is joining the party now. They are flashing and roaring up the sky, far away from the reach of human being. They are phenomenal, while ignorant human being take them as God creation.

I do believe in God’s existence, but not such a God that who creates everything of the world. NO. Don’t convince me. Curse me to burn in hell wouldn’t change me. I’ve been cursed for years. I only believe in my own karma, and my own action. I can change, everything, if I want to. “Impossible, is just because you don’t know how, yet.”

Being emotional so easily this recent. I hope flying over the South China Sea bring me nearer to the answer I’m searching for. I fought and I’m praying for what I want. Be mercy and answer my prayer. HAHAHA

 

 

 

-Leonard-

16-08-2011

Start: 215 MST

WTH am I doing nothing can go into my brain already… ==

All that stupid assignment made my brain stuck and jammed.

I don’t care anymore… I better go to sleep…

Another subject killing me… Automatic Transmission ==

My life is getting miserable because of those so-called-many-years-experience instructor. F…!!!

Tue, hand up assignment. Pass my time.

Wed, holiday. Sleep? Study? Play? Eat?

Thu, theory exam.

Fri, practical exam.

Sat, back to Sabah.

and hell this is the 1st time I reluctant to leave this busy city… funny…

better go to sleep lol == surrender i can’t stand anymore…

 

 

-Leonard-

14-08-2011

something big going to happen tonight…

i’m so damn nervous and butterflies flying in my stomach…

hopefully everything will go smoothly… i’m really nervous for this…

can’t say much i’m just simply nervous, tension, and kind of depressed… ==

can’t do anything just hope everything will be fine.  i was fine, i’m fine and i will be fine… LOL

 

 

-Leonard-

12-08-2011

It’s been quite long time… Hmm…

Life goes on, huh…

Today, I got my result. CGPA 3.75. damn it drop below my target of 3.8 ==

and shit that nicardo gave me only 2.67 for my advance drive train system. i’m the best out of all !!! hell why all other get higher than me ??? just because i argued with him that he should teach us instead of asking us to refer to books and manuals ??? damn it…

things happened can’t be changed. yeah, life goes on. hopefully i can pull my result back up a little bit by the end of my course. might consider repeat the subject LOL but it’s too stupid and wasting of time ==!!!

I swear to myself I won’t get back to that shit result after I was terminated from UTAR. Even it’s just a diploma, i want to leave with pride, holding the 1st honour, and tell the world that i can do it LOL

That little pink colour plant grow bigger day by day ❤

 

 

-Leonard-

06-08-2011 七夕情人节+我的公公

今天是农历七月初七，七夕情人节……

今天百感交集呢@@

早上六点开始，眼睁睁的到七点，吵醒了那番薯后，最终顶不顺就下楼，看戏上网等时间过……

然后，下午就出去走走了 XD

开心的一天 XD 她答应的凉茶还真的有给我呢 XD 喝进嘴里苦的却甜在心里头 XD 午餐后去看戏，逛街再吃晚餐才回家 XD 这感觉一天比一天的变甜，也越来越自然，更像我自己了 XD 我们之间似乎有着很多的共同点，也许就是这样才互相吸引着对方吧？

晚餐时谈到了公公，突然让我想不起那张和蔼可亲的脸了……他离开15年了，当初我才一年级，什么都不知道的一个毛小子……印象中的公公，永远都那么和蔼可亲的样子。虽然不笑，但却不觉得可怕的脸。

曾经，只要我视线停留在某个玩具超过三秒，回家后那玩具就会出现在我面前。公公送我的最后一个东西就是一架玩具船，电动的玩具船。想当初，那可是很贵很贵的玩具，一般普通的家庭是不可能会买给自己的儿女的。我很珍惜，我很喜欢，我都不舍得拿出去玩，只在家里厕所水缸里玩。

直到，某年某月的某一天，我带着那船，去海边玩。朋友向我借来玩。好吧，大家一场朋友，况且公公应该不希望自己的孙那么自私吧？一转头，我的船向着大海出发了……

妈的为什么把我的船对着海的方向放？
什么嘛，船不都是要去海的对岸的吗？

一个大浪，没了，消失了，就这样，在眼前消失了……

曾经我很讨厌很恨这个朋友……现在想回头，是我太幼稚了……

对啊，船都是要到海的对岸才被发明的啊。但是他忽略了，我的只不过是一个玩具船，还不具备出海的条件。我心碎了……船，再也不会回来了。

有时候，很多东西，知人口面不知心……
嘴上称兄道弟，背后砍你弟弟……

有时候真的觉得，好累，好累……不想再撑下去了……好希望可以不理世俗的眼光，脱离这个世界，做自己真正想做的事情……带着一副面具去面对别人，好辛苦……明明不行也要说 no problem I’ll fix it，明明很累却说i can handle，明明很讨厌却要说thank you sir，明明很想打人却笑着说we are friend， we are brother……狗屁！

真的只是有时候，有时候，很想找个怀抱，找个人抱着自己，什么也不要说，让我静静的哭……这个世界太现实，太残酷，从来不会给我们一个心理准备去接受现实……有时候，只想这样静静的呆在你身边，牵着你的手，什么都不说的聆听世界的声音。

很幸运的我，遇到了你。一切都太过美好，似乎完美无缺。

但，我却害怕，害怕这是一场梦，害怕梦醒，又是一场空。

害怕，又再一次的受伤害。我曾经，封锁着自己，但它却不顾一切的与你会面。不知道什么时候，它走出了自己的世界，又还是，你走入了我的世界？

在你面前，我可以很自然，我可以不顾形象，我可以不理仪态，我可以把所有的事情都告诉你……似乎，我就是那么赤裸裸的在你面前，把所有一切都让你看清楚了……

我又开始害怕，让你看清楚了我的一切，会不会我就再也没有值得留恋，没有价值了。我从来不懂的如何去面对女生，也从来搞不懂女生的心到底怎样想。我只知道，在你面前我很自然，和你一起我很开心。那，不就够了吗？

曾经，有人说过，爱情就好像毒药，但人们都愿意把它吞下。

也曾经，有人说过，幸福就好像鬼魂，每天都有人讨论，虽然我们看不到，但其实它就在我们身边。

我的爱情，像一朵正在萌芽的小花，需要阳光，水分，和空气。这一次，我不要再让我的小花被破坏了……我会好好的守护着它，直到它开花结果。

这份感情，得来不易。我会好好珍惜。

 

 

 

-Leonard-

05-08-2011

What should i said… hmm…

My life is changing… LOL XD

every since the sweet potato invaded my secret garden… i felt changes happening around me… or according to Einstein theory of relativity, it’s not the surrounding that changes, it’s me that I'm the one changing…? HAHAHAHA

she’s really a special girl i never met before… i can’t recall even one, human of such existence, in my life. she’s the one. the one and only one.

i don’t know why, i would tell her everything… something that i can keep it for myself, until the day i die… but it happen that, i can’t… i don’t want to hide anything from somebody i love… no matter what the consequence it might bring up to me… i can only accept, because it was my mistake, my fault.

turn out that, she’s really totally different from all the human i ever met… LOL or maybe she’s not a human… her existence in my world resemble an angel… she didn’t blame didn’t scold didn’t angry… i felt even more guilty…

i will appreciate every moment we have, no matter how the future will be… days by days, my feeling toward this sweet potato is getting deeper and deeper… i just can’t help myself from falling into it HAHAHA XD

我偏爱无花果般的你
朴素平庸的外表下
蕴含着内在的灿烂

自私的希望永远不要有人发现你的好
自私的期望你能够永远停留在我怀抱
爱上你灿烂的微笑，每一秒都那么美好；
傻傻的奢望一起慢慢变老，一起诉说过去的天荒地老；
幸福到那里找，没了你办不到；
因为有你，才发现世界多么美好。

无花果的花语是：丰富
就像你一样，丰富了我的世界，我的心灵。

希望我们的爱情能够想草莓花一样 XD

 

 

 

-Leonard-

02-08-2011

Today is 3rd of August, yesterday was my birthday.

I’m officially 22.

And I was cheated by that sweet potato HAHAHA XD

The best every birthday in my life, so far. And the best every birthday present I had.

I will always remember what happen that day XD

 

 

-Leonard-

2011-07-29

很就没有来写废话了 XD

今天考完试了～虽然有点不是很顺利，也遇到那个死人头老师，但还算是平平淡淡，简简单单，普普通通，冷冷清清的把东西做完了……

最近的生活改变好像比想象中的大啊～～～多三个星期我就可以回家了咯！XD 家里多了几只猫咪呢 =D

最近用钱也蛮凶的，一直不停的被朋友拉出去，说是配他度过难过的日子，也难为了我的钱包啊>< 不过还好，日子过得也蛮轻松自在的 XD

话说，前几天，Tony那条卡佬就约大家出去喝喝“凉茶”跳下舞～也认识了几个新朋友～怎么说呢？是凉茶效应还是心灵感应或者是命中注定？哈哈哈，半推半就的，被人～～～了（什么？？？发生什么事？？？）XD

没想到，那么辛苦建起的围墙，那么努力的防卫，那么封闭的一扇门，那么冷淡的一颗心……在短短几个小时内，完全瓦解== 看来我的努力是白费了啦～～～怎么那么容易就让别人攻城坐上皇位了@@？

防护系统完全瘫痪，不能不想也不要再去保护自己了== 糟糕了咯，中virus鸟～～～！！！XD

未来会怎样，到底有谁会知道？XD
答案是，没有 =D 所以呢……？？？

付出不一定有回报，但没有付出肯定不会有结果 XD

很多人都说我变了 @@ 我还不是一样的那个我 XD 也许只是让大家看到了平时没有机会看到的那一面罢了嘛～～～哈哈哈XD 也许是心态年轻了吧？？？好像初恋的感觉XD 哇哈哈哈哈哈！！！

太多废话了，反正也没几个人会看XD 最多也是大姐和那个stupiak的妹妹XD （看到的话就是讲你咯XD stupiak）

ではでは，呉でした！
皆にありがとうございます o(≧▽≦)o
じゃあ，またねぇぇぇぇぇぇ～～～

 

 

-Leonard-

My Japan trip planning

Since somebody asked me about my trip,

I think it might be helpful if I slightly sort them out,

and put into a proper format =D

So it all started randomly with just some weird mind goes into my silly brain and I wanted to go travel XD

So crazy that I search for air ticket, and yeah that's so cheap,

so  I bought them without having planning anything, yet! (LOL)

18-05-2011

I bought the air ticket, from MAS.

RM1416 for 2 way. AA is more expensive LOL I don't know why.

And I'm sort of anti-AA (sorry to AA fans out there)

You know why if you been flying with me (HAHAHA)

For information about MAS, please click:

MALAYSIA AIRLINES

19-05-2011

I started to plan my freaking big dream plan, from scratch.

Everything, start from zero...

This might be good side to start from:

Japan National Tourism Organization

A very big THANK YOU to Jing Hang, which help me a lot...

Her experience really do make a big difference, and the courage, too =D

23-05-2011

All the way until this day, I was finding information about transportation, cheap accomodation, etc.

This was my 1st own planning trip, and also my 1st oversea trip.

I was like bumping into every single random thing that is related to Japan.

I have no idea where to start from and where to end.

Until then, I decided to start with places of interest, which I might want to visit.

I sorted them out, place by place, and plan the day for it.

xx-05-2011

It was almost end of the month, the plan was roughly finished.

Oh my god, I need a visa. Yes I almost forgot about it.

Again, collecting information about visa application,

and also preparing document for visa application.

07-06-2011

Everything is set, and go for Japan embassy.

My document was clear in 1 shot but there's a little problem with that telur.

Well, everything turn out to be fine. We manage to submit the application on the day itself.

I was given a receipt to collect the visa after 2 day.

Information about Japan embassy in Malaysia:

Japan embassy in Malaysia

09-06-2011

I went to embassy after my class.

It was done! Yes I got my visa XD

Since it's almost clear now, time for JR pass.

I went to JTB to buy the JR pass, (an exchange order, to be exact)

which is 28,300yen (exchange rate vary time to time)

On 09-06-2011, 28,300 yen turn into RM1061.

For more information about JR pass, please log on to:

Japan Rail Pass

Ok now everything needed is done, but...

WAIT !!! MONEY !!!

Let's do the math now XD

The booked accomodation cost 14,200 yen,

with estimation of each meal costing me 1,000 yen,

and we will have 20 meals so that make up 20,000 yen.

so it total up of about 35,000 yen,

for sole surviving purpose, only.

BUT !!!

Something went really wrong here (LOL)

Since I had earlier exchange 13,000 yen, but...

I forgot to take that into account, so I exchanged another 40,000 yen.

This become 53,000 yen. ("Eh? where the extra money from?" asking happily in heart)

AND !!!

Another thing went wrong (HAHAHA)

Japanese food are really "FILLING" that make you really really full and they usually come in set (LOL)

turn out that, I only had 1 meal a day, most 2.

And they didn't cost me more than 1,000 yen at most of the place!

Damn there's another few thousand extra ("wow so syok extra money to use" who's talking in my heart?!)

So, with everything done, just relax and wait (HOHOHO)

Ok, I will just share a brief of my trip.

02-07-2011

Depart to Narita from KLIA

03-07-2011

Reach Narita Airport

Exchange for JR pass, jump into NEX, go to Tokyo.

Run to Sensoji Temple, where the Kaminarimon (the very "landmark-ing" big tanglung wrinting 雷门) is.

I chose to stay at New Koyo Hotel because it's really cheap, but nice too!

The double room is really double which allow really only 2 people (==)

but that's no problem for me since I only use there for sleeping (HAHA)

Link: New Koyo Hotel

04-07-2011

To Kyoto by ShinKanSen (bullet train)

My target in Kyoto is only KiyoMizu-Dera,

but walking along I discover some funny place and Kyoto is a nice place I would say.

For Kyoto, I stayed at Gojo Guest House.

This is a really Japanese style room,

I would recommend to anyone who want to experience a true Japanese style room,

but with limited budget, like me (HAHAHA)

Link: Kyoto Gojo Guest House

05-07-2011

Hiroshima! by ShinKanSen, again (LOL)

All the way down to Miyajima, by ferry.

Wasted whole day climbing the Mt.Misen,

and only found out that!!! the rope way is under maintainence!!!

OMG I was forced to climb all the way back down the hill...

A total of 5+ KM T_T

Staying in Hiroshima Hana Hostel is really fun.

It is very near to Hiroshima station, just few minutes walk.

Everything is just so nice. RECOMMENDED!!!

Link: Hiroshima Hana Hostel

06-07-2011

Go to Atomic Bomb Dome and those around, before heading back to Tokyo.

Reaching Tokyo when the sun is already at the other side of the earth.

Nothing can be done, but I had a fantastic dinner at some random small shop in Minami-Senju

New Koyo

07-07-2011

Ok here's the most of the week (HAHAHAHA)

Akihabara!!! Gadgets, Toys, CDs, etc...

MAID CAFE!!! (LOL)

New Koyo again (because it's cheap LOL I'm low budget traveller T_T)

08-07-2011

Shibuya. 109. LOL

I had extra of 12,000yen still, so I decided to waste it all.

I bought photobook, CDs, DVDs, and some little crap.

Yeah, done. All gone.

NEX, to Narita.

The owner from Narita Airport Hostel is really a nice guy.

He fetch us at the airport, and talked a lot with us.

He knows a lot about Malaysia! OMG I was so amazed.

Narita is a nice place, at least for me.

So peaceful and calm, everywhere is farm.

Link: Narita Airport Hostel

09-07-2011

Back to Malaysia >

Some (might be) useful link:

Here's a very nice web I found useful checking transport in Japan:

HYPERDIA

Accomodation:

Welcome Inn Reservation Centre

Hostel International

Hostel World

Check your Status Perjalanan:

Semakan Status Perjalanan

That's all for now LOL

It's too long (HAHAHAHA)

P/S: I'm doing free advertisement here (HAHAHA)

P/S 2: LOL I need to hyperlink them myself by adding the coding, if any link is broken I'm so sorry...

Travel Trip or Shopping Trip

What I planned is a travel trip, to visit places that I want to visit…

And why the hell is everybody asking me to buy this buy that???

WTF I’m not on a shopping trip ==!!!

I will only buy something to someone if I saw and feel it is suitable… LOL

 

 

 

-Leonard-

Pity Life

How would it feel wanting to study but no money…

I understand now…

Aiks…

 

 

-Leonard-

情路之歌 II

王力宏 – Can You Feel My World
F.I.R - 我们的爱


光亮 - 童话
S.H.E - 记得要忘记

S.H.E - 魔力
郑源 - 为什么相爱的人不能在一起

苏打绿 - 小情歌
S.H.E - 爱我的资格

满江红 - 蓝天
李圣杰 - 最近



-Leonard-

2011-06-04

Sometime…

Just sometime…

People do forget about their moral…

Because of the advancement of technology…

-Leonard-

两年过去了

不知不觉，两年过去了……

上一次捐血到现在，已经两年了……

时间好像过得好快好快……

不知不觉，两年里，很多东西都变了……

也没想过，其实我已经是一个SKM 2的holder了……

为什么突然觉得那么emo的==？

-Leonard-

23-04-2011

Yeah going to borading soon =D

so happy hahahaha XD

22-04-2011

What a fucked up day with screw around...

My life is totally screwed... Aiks...

Exam, can't solve... 1 F

Computer, spoiled... Another F

Laptop, also gone wrong... 1 more F

HandPhone, something wrong also... MANY MANY MANY F lah !!! Pui!!!

WTF... Aiks

Going back to hometown tomorrow...

Hoping everything will be fine for the coming days...

-Leonard-

fuck the world....

fuck fuck fuck

my computer is down...

fuck !!!

Emo-ing...

MOODLESS EMO-ING

-Leonad-

颓废

日子过得好颓废……

-Leonard-

標題: (請轉寄) 二十年穿鐵衣取膽，母熊含淚殺子並自殺！

標題: (請轉寄) 二十年穿鐵衣取膽，母熊含淚殺子並自殺！

二十年穿鐵衣取膽，母熊含淚殺子並自殺！

人類在野外下陷阱捉熊，熊落入陷阱，導致熊掌或四肢撕裂。熊被捉到後，要被人類殘害近二十五年，熊痛得掏肚自殺。

但人類魔高一丈，給熊穿上防止自殺的鐵衣，使熊無法移動分毫，連自殺也不能。 熊肚子被人類挖一個洞，插入鐵管到膽，每天活取膽汁數次，鮮血淋漓，劇痛無比，熊痛苦的吼聲像打雷，可是穿了鐵衣，無法動彈。（節省成本，沒有麻藥） 有隻母熊痛苦不堪，在人類要對她孩子小熊開腸破肚之際，搬開鐵籠子，把自己的孩子小熊撕碎——不願意讓小熊受一輩子的地獄。

受朋友之托，替他管理幾天“熊莊”，那是位於某某市西北部山腳下一所隱蔽的別墅，也是朋友養熊的莊園。

是夜，五更時分，我在小樓裏輾轉難寐。山風不斷送入一陣陣的聲，像一聲聲悲泣，既痛苦又絕望。恰在此時，我仿佛聽到門上有輕輕的動靜，“咯吱，咯吱”，同時還伴著粗重的呼吸。我猛一翻身坐了起來，隨手拉開了燈“誰？”沒有任何回答，沉寂得煞是怕人。我伸手抓起一把掃帚，輕輕走到門邊，猛地拉開了房門。哈，門外蜷縮著一隻小熊，它胖胖的身軀蜷作一團，毛烘烘的鬢髮柔軟地蓬鬆著。它怯怯地望著我，發出近乎諂媚的喏喏叫聲，“熊熊，來，來啊，”我張開手，小熊搖搖擺擺地爬到我面前，小掌搭在我身上，用那溫暖的舌頭舔著我的手，柔軟極了。

突然，一陣喧嘩聲從外面傳來，小熊眼神一怔，敏捷地鑽到了床下面。很快，傳來敲門聲，我拉開門問道：“什麼事啊？”“熊房剛跑了只小熊，沒來打擾先生 吧？”“哦，有啊，在這呢。” 我指著小熊躲藏的地方。他們俯下身，一把就抓住了它，粗暴地從裏面用裏地往外拖著，他們把四隻熊腿對足綁定，用一隻粗長的棍子穿起來抬走了。小熊在離開房門時，那仰著的頭顱彎過來無助地望了我一眼， 那是企求可憐目光。

天亮後，帶班的老張說領我去熊房看看。來到一個有幾千平方米的高大建築裏，裏面很空曠，平放著六個籠子，每個籠子裏都有一隻萎靡的黑熊。奇怪的是它們身上都箍著一個明晃晃的像兜肚的東西。老張告訴我，“這是取膽汁用的，現在的熊膽汁價格是每克３００元。”他帶我來到第一個籠子跟前，打手勢告訴我：“采膽汁開始了。”

我看見兩個彪悍的工人麻利地左右綁好熊軀，在那剛兜肚兩側各拉起一條粗大的繩子，經過一個特製的滑輪，齊喊了聲“嗨！”只見熊身上的鋼兜肚漸漸地收縮著收縮著。突然，熊發出了歇斯底里的吼喊：“嗚……！”那簡直不是吼叫啊，那是變了形狀的淒哭，之間他拼命仰著頭痛苦地瞪圓了眼睛，四個粗大的掌子在有限的空間蹬抓著地面，發出“滋拉，滋拉”地刺耳聲響，瞬間，那腹下的鋼管裏“滴答，滴答”地流出了碧綠色的液體。操作工人又慢慢鬆開繩子，接著拉起下一個回合，又是 一個聲嘶力竭的泣叫。

我看到熊的眼淚暫態淌下來，它竟然也像人一樣咬緊了牙齒，躬起了身體去承受著無休止的痛苦。好悲慘的一幕啊，我不忍再看，扭頭走開了。此時，我才明白，夜裏那些悲叫是這些帶著傷痛的熊，在難挨的暮色裏發出的呻吟啊。

老張跟我到門口，我聲音顫抖的質問他：“你們還有人性麼？它們可都是生命啊！”老張淡淡地說道：“沒辦法，我們幹的就是這樣的活啊。”情緒稍定，我無奈地問他：“多長時間采一次膽汁？”

他回答道：“那要看情況了，膽汁多的一天兩次，少的最遲兩天要一次，一般一個熊年產膽粉２０００克，可以采１０年。”我的心戰慄了，一天兩次，１０年，這是個什麼樣的魔鬼數字啊，也就是說，這樣欲死的折磨每天都要進行兩次，要在這樣欲生不能的刑法裏忍受１０年，７２００次剜心剔骨啊。要日復一日，年復一年的熬啊，縱是人的堅強生命力，也肯定難以堅持下來，我的心痛痛的。

我提出要回去。老張說：“一會要對小熊手術，這個關鍵時刻你可不能走，你代表劉總，你走了，出了事誰能負得去這個責任！”我只好跟他又回到了熊房。在他招呼下，四個彪悍的工人圍攏到了小熊跟前，用鐵鏈子緊緊地捆綁起那只小熊。

小熊驚恐地望著大家，當它的眼神看到我時，頓時一亮，渴求地望著我。我的眼睛濕潤了，此時，它竟然“撲通”一聲向我跪了下來，是四個蹄子同時跪下...老張擺擺手，命令開始手術，小熊失望地朝著屋頂，放聲大哭“嗚……”那聲音慘極了， 失望極了，是我在這個世界上從未聽過的震撼心靈的呼喊，它簡直就是用人類的語言呼喊出來的一個“媽”字，就連那些劊子手般的工人也為之一震。

就在此時，一個異常震撼的情景出現了，只見籠子裏的一隻大熊嘶叫了一聲，竟然用那巨掌一點點地撐開了拇指般粗的鐵籠子，蹦了出來。嚇得那些工人四下逃竄，我頓時呆住了，腳下像生了鉛，一步也移動不得。可大熊沒有理會我的存在，飛快地蹦到了小熊的跟前，用那笨拙的巨掌去解那粗粗的鏈子，可怎麼也解不開，它只好親吻著小熊，勉強地把它依偎在自己的懷裏，用舌頭慈愛地舔去小熊嚴重的淚水，哼哼叫著去撫慰自己親愛的孩子。小熊也像在連連叫著媽媽，“嗚嗚……”地嗚咽著，求媽媽救救自己。

突然，大熊狂叫著，用自己的巨掌狠狠地掐住小熊的脖子，吼叫著用盡力氣掐著，掐著......直到小熊的身體軟綿綿地倒下來，它才鬆開了自己的巨掌，它看著已經死去的孩子，它嗚咽著。哀鳴著，仿佛在喊：“孩子啊，媽媽救不了你，但你再不會去受罪了，媽媽對不起你啊！”它先是撕咬著自己的毛髮，接著一把拽下了身上的鋼兜肚，那鋼管帶著半個膽囊飛了出來，肚子上的毛皮頓時被鮮血染紅了，汩汩的流淌著殷紅的赤丹。只見它大叫一聲，瘋了似的向牆壁撞去，“砰！”牆壁轟然倒塌了。我麻木了，根本不知道自己是如何走出這個殘酷的熊房的。

整整一天，我腦海裏都是那些悲慘的一幕。我在心中自問：熊媽媽的舉動是母愛？我想是的，是一種無奈的母愛。在此時此地，它沒有能力幫助孩子解脫那２０年地獄般的痛苦，無奈之下，只有把創造了的愛毀掉，再去冥冥之中陪伴它，尋覓它，惟有如此啊！

有的熊無法忍受每日取膽的痛苦，曾掏肚腸自殺。為了防止它們自戕，就特製了這種鐵馬甲，日夜穿在它們身上。

由於抽擔的傷口從來不閉合,從來沒痊癒；由於長年累月地受盡折磨,很多熊都患上腫瘤,得了癌症,這個熊得的就是肝癌 。穿著鐵馬甲被抽膽的熊，鐵馬甲都腐爛了，不知道已經抽了多少年。

一些人認為熊掌是人間美味，而活體砍掌據說味道最佳。這個被救助出來的可憐的熊之前被人砍掉兩個掌，而且還每天要被抽膽幾次。

中國黑熊的洋媽媽————亞洲動物保護協會創始人謝羅便臣。謝羅便臣在自己的右肩紋上了“月熊”兩個中文字。五年來她始終為黑熊在奔走，想建立一個較大的救護中心，可是這家基金始終認為沒有準備好。圖為謝羅便臣與一頭剛被解救的熊，熊身上被迫穿著防止自殺保護抽膽的鐵馬甲。

這個熊已經被關在籠子裏長達22年之久！“不能轉身，不能站直，只有痛！！！沒有樹林，沒有陽光，只有黑暗！！！沒有自由，沒有止境，只有受苦！

黑熊取膽時非常痛苦。怕膽汁亂流，穿著鋼背心的黑熊大多只能一個姿勢站在鐵籠裏。除了頭能自由擺動外，身子已不能活動。 每頭被取膽的黑熊，都瘦骨嶙峋，它們唯一的動作是拼命搖頭。

編後語：熊膽不是什麼名貴中藥，完全可以用草藥或人工合成代替。請大家告訴大家，請大家盡全部可能的力量廣泛宣傳，堅決不買、不用這些熊膽製品！！！讓我們大家再為月熊做點事吧，救救它們吧！！！

我的小世界

我躲在我自己的小世界里
静静的
一个人



-Leonard-

爱情经济学

人类的爱情也符合经济学理论

在经济里：
当demand和supply达到共同点时
市场所需要的和供应商所供应的达到平衡
价钱就会在公道的范围内，市场反应也很正常

如果demand高而supply达不到标准的话
市场的需求已经超越了供应的数量
因为人们抢购的关系货物就会开始起价
物以稀为贵啊……

可是当demand太高而supply难以达到最低标准的话
也就是市场的需求已经完全超越了供应的最大极限
价钱就会不停的飙升直到人们再也负担不起
人们就会放弃，放弃这个有钱也未必买到的product

结果就是，价钱慢慢的跌回下来了
但是之前的客人也许不会再买这个东西了

再者，当supply高于demand时
供应的数目高于市场需求量
价钱就会稍微下降，所谓的“平，靓，正”
市场上很容易就可以得到这个货源

可是如果supply已经大大的超越了demand
供应的太多而市场反应冷淡
价钱就会狂跌，贱价，无人问津
直到有人发现了这个贱价货而大量买入

结果就是，价钱慢慢回升
但是会有顾客认为贱货起大价

在爱情里：

当demand和supply达到共同点时
对方想要的和自己付出的
达到了一个平衡点
大家都会觉得对方很适合自己
双方都会很开心很甜蜜的在一起

可是，当demand高于supply时
不管是demand自己的提升还是supply的下降
对方想得到的比自己给的高出了一些
这个时候你所做的一切，所给的一切
都是那么的珍贵，难么难的，对方会很开心
因为以为不能够的你却做到了

不过，当demand太高了而完全超出了supply的能力
对方想要的根本不是你能够做到的
这时候对方就会觉得你不爱她了
你不再关心不再在乎已经无所谓了
她选择放弃，放弃了你，放弃了不能为她付出的你

事实上，即使supply从来没改变
是demand越来越高了，可是变相的
你的付出，你的supply，就会显得越来越低了
这就是“你想要的，我却不能，给你我全部”

另一方面，当supply高于demand时
无论是supply自身的提高又或者是demand的下降
她的一切总是比要求的好一些，多一点
一切都是那么的完美，似乎童话故事一般
她会突然的出现在你面前，让你开心弄你笑
她会不知道什么时候帮你做好了这个那个
她的付出让你觉得好方便
日子很轻松很快乐很甜蜜

可是，如果supply太过于高而超越了demand的最高需求极限
她做的一切似乎是多余的，令人觉得烦恼，无奈
你想要的一切她都满足你从来没有怨言没有投诉
她连你的家事，工事也插手，甚至帮你做你的事情
你的家人亲戚朋友二妈姑姐三叔公也无微不至的照顾好
这时候你觉得她很烦，很乏味
很想逃离她，逃离这个你眼里的贱货
这就是“我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的”

到最后，当别人发现她的好
当别人更加懂得珍惜他，爱她的时候
她就跟别人跑了

所以在爱情里面，我们要做的是
付出多一点，要求少一点

在爱情还没有开始时
男生为了追到女生而不停的付出
女生却因为还没有对男生产生感情而无所谓
这时候就是supply高于demand的时期
女生就会觉得很sweet，这个人很好
慢慢的爱上你
可是如果做得太多的话
女生就会觉得你很烦很无聊
最后就开始逃避你

当女生接受了男生的感情后
她认为对方是男朋友了
就会开始对他的要求高了
而男生却觉得既然追到手了
就不需要再浪费那么多精神时间金钱在对方身上
这时候，付出和需求慢慢的拉平到了这个平衡点上
这就是所谓的热恋期，一个supply和demand平衡的时期

日子久了，女生的要求越来越高
男生的付出却越来越少
这个时候的女生总觉得男生应该为自己做一些什么
而男生却没有以前那么好了
所以这时候的男生只要做了一点小事都能让对方感动
觉得自己没有看错没有选错
其实感情却在慢慢的淡化了
到最后，女生觉得男生不再关心不再爱她了
所以就分手收场了

女生会想：他以前追我的时候都不是这样的，他对我很好的，现在的他变了
男生却想：我以前追她的时候都不是这样的，她都很随便的，现在的她变了

所以女生啊，当对方追求你的时候，不要无所谓的怕自己架子太高别人爬不上来
要求要比平时至少高一些，至少以后他不会觉得你变了要求高了，无理取闹了
男生啊，当追求对方的时候，不要用尽一切怕追不到对方，留条后路给自己
付出比平时低一些，至少以后她会觉得你比以前对她好，不会觉得你不爱她了

 

爱情里最重要找到平衡点
才能够长长久久的走下去

 

 

 

-Leonard-

What a tired day…

Go here and there to play xD

What a tired day today…. Haha…

 

 

-Leonard-

无言的星期五夜晚

今天，又看到你了……

却依然那么不敢踏出第一步……

失败……

-Leonard-

Back, as NorthWind

I’m back, as NorthWind, again….

Life, goes on…

Yeah…

-Leonard-

1 more week !!!

1 more week and i'm back to home !!!
YES !!! Oh yeah !!!



-Leonard-

09-01-2011

今天，本来应该是很特别的一天……
现在，只是很普通的夜晚……
Good Night...



-Leonard-