It was 9 months since I last updated this blog... Unbelievable...
Many things happened in this 9 months period... If I was naughty, I'm already a father...
Well, I'm not, because I'm not naughty LOL !!!
First thing, June, I came back to LD, my home town. Alone, yes alone.
I help my dad with his business, but nothing much can be done.
Economy wasn't that good, and is still not good.
Then I went back to PJ on Aug and stay until Sept. I got married.
Erm, yupe, registered. Lawfully I'm married. Officially, legally, yes.
And then my wife (my ex-gf LOL) follow me came to LD.
Economy was too bad there's nothing for my dad business, so I tried to look for job.
And hence, I landed where I'm today!
I'm now Sales Engineer for SM-Cyclo, a company under Sumitomo Heavy Industries.
So what I do? I sell power transmission. What is that people may ask.
Well, to be short and easy, electric motor and gearbox.
Anything that turn can consider is my business.
My main target customer would be Palm Oil Mill.
And then, that's the reason I travel a lot... Very very many many a lot...
Into far and remote plantation site, into jungle and forest bla bla bla...
To be honest I quite enjoy driving to places I never been before, kind of like fulfilling my desire to explore and discover more about Sabah, this land below the wind.
12 Jan, I went to KL for my job introduction/training. Everyone is nice.
My GM Mr Tai is nice, my manager Mr Roger is nice, basically everyone is nice.
(Maybe I do not know them deep and well enough, yet. LOL)
And on the 21 Feb, I flew to Singapore for more intensive training for a week.
From 22nd Feb Monday all the way to 26th Friday. Morning 830 to evening 1800.
But the most OMG FML thing is my flight was on 26th night.
I rush to airport straight away after training.
During my stay in Singapore, I only managed to visit Marina Bay.
Not even Sentosa even I stay in Genting hotel! What a waste!
Many things can happened when time pass by.
We pick up something and we give up something.
Sometimes, we picked up something we shouldn't, and reluctant to give up something that we should.
When it's time to let go, you gotta let go. No matter how much you like that, be it someone or something. When the time comes, that something/someone just leave.
Nobody is right, only someone is left. And often, the one who is left usually is right.
And yet, the right one usually left. How complicated huh human life.
When you grow up day by day, you change, and you must change.
You can't just act like you were before. You must adhere to something, some law some rules.
You can't just be like you were a kids, you laugh when you happy and you cry when you are not.
Sometimes you gotta give up something you really really like, because you are committed to something else. It's your own choice, you can't blame anybody else. You got to take it.
Without realizing, I'm turning 27 this year. Yet I still feel like 23-24.
There's still many things I feel like want to do, but I can't.
I want to continue my study, I want to get a degree. I'm not contented with just a diploma.
I want to continue my piano, I want to get Level 8. I'm not contented with just Level 5.
I want to continue my Taekwondo, I want to get to 8th Dan. I'm not contented with just 1st Geup.
There's so many things I want, but so little that I can. I made the choice of my life.
And life need compromise. We can't have everything. We can't have the best of both world.
How about something good from both world? Then what's the point?
Jack of all but master or none.
Choose 1, focus, focus and focus. Yeah I'm trying.
There's so many things trying to distract you from focusing on your life.
We should start appreciate and refining what we have rather than trying to search for what we want.
Life is short, enjoy it !
