承诺，只不过是美丽的谎言。

所有的承诺，甜言蜜语，也只不过是美丽的谎言。

美丽灿烂过后留下的就是千疮百孔的伤口。

承诺的甜蜜，是因为两个人沉醉在爱情里。

承诺的伤痛，却因为爱情里容不下一粒沙。

一次再一次的承诺，一次又一次的伤害。

一次再一次的道歉，一次又一次的原谅。

感性说：不管什么，我绝对不要再原谅你了！

理性说：她不会是哪个意思的，误会一场，原谅她吧~

感性和理性，太过平衡似乎不是一件好事。

他们的相斗，都没结果。

情愿，要么感性，要么理性。

确实我是一个优柔寡断的人。终于明白了。

Yeah. I miss you, baby.

How could I missing you so much, my baby.
In this late of night, watching star shine above the sky.
You told me not to walk behind,
Because we have to be side by side.

For the moment in my life,
Day after day and night by night;
You are always on my mind,
Making me laugh and make me cry.

Arh… So long time no write thing and all my brain get stuck and jammed… Couldn’t think of any better idea or sentence or word… Better get to sleep… It’s really very late now…

 

-Leonard-

Clueless future

After studying 2 years away from home… I found that, I’m totally clueless of what’s actually going on… What am I studying and what am I doing…

After getting such result for 2 semester, I wondered… Is that what would I want to go on with? If not, then what else? I get no clue for it…

I admit that I’m lazy but I did tried to work on it. But, it seem like no changes has been made. Everything is just the same. Or, just simply I using the wrong method?

Just hoping everyday is a normal day. Wanting to have a normal life. But… Can I?

So long time and so far away…

I didn’t wrote anything since last post… So long time ago…

What I was busy with recently? Not really knowing what going on… My world is just getting so messy and upside down… Gosh…

Tomorrow I’m going to Ipoh…  Few days time might just pass like that… Not knowing what happen… Aiks…

Everything… As if changed… In my world… My life…